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So as most of you know it's coming the time for girls to go crazy psycho on everyone and fight till the death for a date to sweethearts. Hate to break it to you all but it's a month and a half away! Take a chill pill. I would just like to personally thank the sophomores for starting this anxiety rush and asking the day before the d day.. Really cool girls! You know who you are, next year you can't say you hate that cause you did it to the max! It's insane. Yeah I have a few guys on the radar but I'm not asking until AFTER Morp. And as late as I can after Morp too..
And guess what I will have a date just as great as everyone else if not better. Good things come to those who wait.

Props to all the other girls that haven't asked. Which is slim to none I think but hey whatever floats your boats.

But anyway about today Wednesday the 2nd. It started out just terrible. I couldn't fall asleep till 2 a.m. Yet I was in bed at 9:30. Yes 9:30! It was the longest night ever. Then I woke up at 6:30 and got ready..kinda. || two points bad

But then I got to school and got a parking spot by Sarah. | one point for good.

In the locker room I totally dropped my phone that caused it to crack even more | one more bad.

But then Sarah and I were walking in the hall and Avery Smith said hi to me. Which is big cause Avery Smith is the sweetest guy/best tweeter at alta high school! | one more good.

In first period we just watched a movie and reviewed for our test | one good.

In ask I got called on. The one day I don't pay attention she calls on me and I look like an idiot on screen again | one point bad.

In financial lit we didn't really do anything so I got to listen to music and talk to friends. | good

In power lifting doty was being a beast and was so grumpy | bad

But we got in a good workout and I found out I lost a couple pounds over the break which is weird cause I feel like i ate my weight. || good

After school Sarah got into her HEFY trip which is amazing. And she was so excited an I'm so excited for her too | good

I got to have a great convo with Asher after school and at lunch and that's crazy cause I never see her. | good

I went with Anna and Sarah to ask to the dance. (I didn't ask I just supported Sarah cause she has the best date cause of it). | good

I think I've narrowed it down to 3 guys I could ask to sweethearts. But its kinda going down to just 1.But I'm not asking till after Morp so ill see how that plays out.. || two good cause that's major

I got to hang with Sarah today and we had a kinda great discussion | good

We got hot chocolate | good

Young women's was amazing. In love Pam Lund so much! She is an amazing woman in my life and I'm glad I was one of her beehives in YW she is amazing.
| good

I have no homework | good

So lets check out the totals now
Bad ||||| 5
Good |||||||||||||||| 16

I realized it changed more cause my attitude changed more. I'm sorry to those around me when I was grumpy. I was running on 4 hours of sleep.

Happy MORP month
#notsweethearts

Xoxo Jordyn Standage