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wanna know what's new? I go to work, class, nap, work, class, study, sleep. which isn't too bad cause i don't get invited to hang out. its starting to get to me. it was just like high school. i had friends, but if i didn't invite myself i wasn't there. thats how college is starting to feel. i love my friends. but i don't always feel welcome. so instead i just chill at home sleeping or netflix. i just wish my best friend was home. i have 239 days left until hes home. that moment is going to be the greatest moment of my life. i can't wait to see him start crying give him the longest hug of my life and never let him out of my sight (until he has to go home) I can't wait to lay my head on his chest listen to his heart beat and just be close to him again. i haven't been able to open up to anyone else like i have been able to open up to him. besides madeline. madeline is an angel! if i