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its always been in the back of my mind to go on a mission but after this general conference I personally heard that we all need to get out and do missionary work whether it be a mission, humanitarian or around the community. I have decided that humanitarian work is for me and I plan to go on many more trips, with and without the church. 

YMAD college applications are open on Saturday and I will have mine done and sealed as soon as freaking possible! I am so excited about this!

Today has been real eye opening for me and i have no idea why it has been but today i realized that I am right where I am supposed to be and doing exactly what i am meant to be doing.

I have been blessed with Bailee, Chase, Lauren, Madeline, Jamie, Mike, Kelsie, Shannon, Connor, Eric, Cris, Hannah, Krista, Krystal, Morgan, Janci, Rorty, Braden, Q, Tanner, Damon, Jake, Jordan, McCall,  Erin, Taylor, Devree, Cassidy, Ashley + MANY MANY more already down here in Ephraim. They are the funniest people ever, they are incredible I can't even describe it to you. especially Bailee and Chase.. those two are hands down my favorite people i have met!

--stay tuned later this week for personal interviews with my roomies and best friends so you can get to know them like i do--

but today i realized that a mission isn't for me, but humanitarian work is for me.

people have told me many times that humanitarian trips are stupid and that I should be looking to help people in the United States because we still have issues. That is wrong, their highest level of help wouldn't even compare to our lowest level of help needed here in the US.

i honestly have so much today. 

i don't even know what happened today, but i just felt like i grew up, mentally at least.

more to come tomorrow since it is 2 am.

xoxo jordie