what is life...

i honestly don't really know what to blog about right now. 

i have already told you my big news of not going on a mission and just working on humanitarian work for the next little while.

(YMAD applications just came out for the College Expedition and mine is already done and sent in)

let the money saving begin! 

other than that not much has been going on, i've just been hanging out with my crew, working, going to school, doing homework, watching netflix. the usual. 

but right now i don't know a lot of things right now. 

like what i want to do with my career, where i want to take my blog next, how i want to decorate my room next, and what i want for christmas. i don't know a lot of things but it doesn't seem to bother me. i know that i am going to end up where i am supposed to be when i'm supposed to be there. the gospel has given me that. even though the next few pages in my book are empty i am okay with that. 

yeah it would be super cool to say i know i am going to marry a boy that i am dating, or that i know what career path i want to take, or even what i am going to do tomorrow. but i don't. i'm not dating anyone, my mind is still off in lala land about what i want to go into after snow, and tomorrow is still a freakin mystery.

but i am okay with that. 

yeah it would be cool to know all of that, i mean if i knew who i was going to marry that would be amazing, if i knew what i wanted to do with my life that would be perfect and if i knew what i was doing tomorrow i would be able to wake up and not have to remember everything that i have to do..

but its fun just flyin by the seat of my pants all the time, like today i made cookies with my roommate, and went on a walk and everything else. its kinda fun to wake up everyday not having a set schedule to follow.. yeah i have a schedule from 4:00 a.m. until about 2:30 p.m. but after thats its a blank slate on what could happen.

everyday is an adventure with my awesome friends and i couldn't ask for anything more!

college is a great learning experience.

xoxo Jordie