christmas - blues

honestly being home is great. and next week is going to be great. but honestly this week has sucked.. i have been at home or at Corner Canyon all day... Most of my friends aren't home because they are all on missions, have moved or aren't back from college. and i don't know what to do with my life. I mean i super seniored for 2 days helping in my mom's classroom. I visited Brother Johnson. I have crafted for my apartment. I have watched netflix, cleaned my house and i am bored out of my mind now. 

i loved college because even if i was bored there would be at least 1 other person to be bored with. But here in Draper, i am stuck on the mountain and don't even have Ashleigh or Josh living down the street to hang out with anymore. Ash moved to St. George and Josh just left on his mission. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. 

In Ephraim we would always have someone walking or out of our apartment wanting to hang out, now my cute roommates live about 45 minutes away and my best friends live an hour away. and i don't have a car... 

can't it be january (not so classes can start, those still suck) but so i can play with my cute roommates, sleepover with madeline again, make dinners with chase, record eric, and be lazy with lolo and bai! 

i'm so bored i have nothing else to say, other than on Sunday I went to YMAD Alumni Night and fell in love with a new group because they are going to see my kids in June.

xoxo Jordie.