N E E D E D

today was needed

it was the most tiring day of my life

 but one of the greatest eye opening experiences ever

i woke up at the butt crack of dawn

went to work

went to class 

went to work

went to class

reffed volleyball games

went to the library

and now i just got back from an hour long run.

it was awesome.

i run quite often

and quite far. 

i amaze myself everyday. 

this time i ran back and forth across ephraim

looking at everything around me. 

it is so beautiful.

as i was taking it all in i started thinking about my worries 

like what is going on with ezra 

what is going on with my roommates
why i always feel so put out

and what i am going to do for spring break. 

then i was thinking that ezra is out serving the lord, 

he doesn't need me on his mind  and that is okay with me.

then i was thinking that my roommates are annoyed with me

but then i thought that they are my roommates

and some of my favorite girls ever

even though i feel like i annoy them
i know they are there if i need anything.
and I am there for them.

i always feel put out because of my introverted extroverted personality

i like being with a ton of people

but i like being alone with a ton of people 

and what i am doing for spring break...

i am honestly kinda mad that nothing is happening

i was excited to get out of my zone i'm in right now and relax

but plans failed miserably

and i am staying in ephraim working everyday basically all day.

so much for a break. 

BUT its all for the children in India so everytime i want to complain 

i think of sunita. and my heart melts and i can only be happy. 

it was a long run and my phone died

but it was a much needed run. 

it cleared my head and finally got me back into a blog zone.

i love being in a blog zone because i feel like a weight is lifted off of my shoulders

when i blog.

its my online journal.

so your in the brain of jordyn right now.

hope thats cool with you.

if not.

get out.

but yeah.

thats it.

post over

xoxo jordie.