M U S I C

OKAY

i know i know.

i already posted today 

but i just have to post this

because music is overwhelming me today.

i don't like watching conference because i don't really watch it.

so i wait till the talks come out online or in the ensign so i can read them

and study them. 

so today i have kinda just been listening to music.

and doing homework.

then glorious comes on on itunes.

and i just smile because it reminded me of EFY

and how Taven, Morgan and I had a LONG talk about music.

then taven told me about this song he loved and i listened to it

and fell in love. it is such an amazing song

with amazing lyrics. 

i don't have the EFY version i have the 

One Voice Children's Choir one. 

and i am in love even more. 

but thats not even the end of it. 

Ready for Anything came on.. 

and thats my Pink Team jam..

so i got out my YMAD journal 

because last year i was in India

and wanted to remember it

and man it was like i was there yesterday

i remember everything so vividly.

after that song One day came on.

and holla thats the YMAD theme song

so i thought of my Jeevan team

and how blessed i am for them. 

i don't know them well but i love them.

and am excited for our adventure.

and then zo called me and told me she can't do it anymore

and i talked to her for a little

then i hung up and started crying.

that girl is amazing and we bonded

day one we were best friends

and now i don't know what i'm gonna do without her.

but i respect her so much because

she knows what she has to do

and rn YMAD isn't that. 

i love you zo.

and you'd think i was kidding you but i wasn't

then shake it off came on..

and that is basically the #madsjojo theme song.

and it made me think of how grateful i am

for Madeline. 

She is amazing.

shes such a good example to me and

i can't wait for next year with her.

and all the adventures we have! :)

sadly the next song wasn't anything special.

so i changed it to one that was because there

was only 1 song missing from the line up.

and that is. more in love with you.

the song i listen to when i miss ezra.

and made me think of him 

and how amazing he is.

he has 7 months (tomorrow) left

until he gets home

and he is killing it.

i never hear from him anymore because

he is working so hard.

so can i say what a blessing it has been today 

to be able to think about and remember all the amazing people in my life

EFY

YMAD

shaanti 

and 

jeevan

c17

and ezra.

and that's all #becauseofhim

happy easter everyone

xoxo jordie

again