- xoxo J O R D I E

you know how little girls dream of their wedding day? well so do grown girls. I have a pinterest board (well a few) for my wedding. There are a billion pins I swear, but I am not anywhere near my wedding yet. I don't want to be married because I am not ready, I don't have any money and I don't even know what I am doing with my life.  But I can still dream right? basically in my mind I have everything planned out... black and white stripes, with accents of gold with green plants. gorgeous round bulb lights lighting up the night in late summer --so i can be a tan bride obviously, i am my mother's daughter-- There is going to be music all night so everyone can dance. I do not want a line because I want to be able to enjoy the whole night, but in reality it will be a mormon wedding.. I am going to have a line.  the bridesmaids will be in gorgeous black and white plaid shirts with black and white skirts.  my husband will be super hot in whatever outfit h...

Okay so most of you know I have a boyfriend. His name is Tayten Babb He is from Leamington, Utah He is amazing We met at the beginning of the year but didn't really start talking until I went over to his house when he was sitting on his balcony upset. --He said before that I just ignored him and was only flirting with his roommates.. lies I was just too nervous at first-- (He at first said he wasn't upset but I could tell he was.) We started talking and we were up until 4:30 in the morning. We were laying on the balcony under the same blanket, freezing together but not touching because we both thought we were friendzoning each other. ^^snow fights The next night I was going on a blind date. It wasn't the funniest blind date but it wasn't that bad but as soon as I got home I texted him to come over and watch a movie. We ended up watching a movie, going longboarding then watching another movie. We didn't talk too much that night and we didn'...

K. so... this past week has been memorable. i moved back to snow college.  went to the ER. hit a deer. and get to hang out with my friends again.  so on tuesday night my stomach decided to have a fit.  its happened twice before.  once during frozen with my family. and once last year. now it happened again. i get this nasty pain in my right side and it feels like someone is stabbing me.  and it is awful. the first time i went to the ER  they said i was dehydrated. the second time it happened i got a blessing and got pain meds then took nyquil and fell asleep through it. but this time it was worse  and the doctor in the ER  said that i was super hydrated and really healthy.  so boo you first ER doctor.  i told you it wasn't cause i was dehydrated because i still get them when i am hydrated.  but we were on our way home at 2 in the morning.  from the ER when we hit a d...

here are my top 15 memories of 2015: -1 finished my freshman year of college -2 finished my last year as a lifeguard -3 was thrown in the pool less times than last year -4 went to india again -5 watched one of my best friends get married -6 was a bridesmaid for the first time -7 started sophomore year -8 found some amazing best friends -9 found myself a boyfriend -10 finished 1/2 of my last year as a teenager -11 went to so many homecomings -12 but even more farewells and weddings -13 applied to the U's Social Work Program -14 stopped the 4:30 am shifts -15 and a bunch more stuff between the cracks this year i got to spend it down in leamington with tayten and his family. it was honestly one of my favorite ways i've spent it. (except last year maybe.. ;) cause cookie and i spent the whole night driving around looking for henna, eating food and watching tv. we didn't do anything crazy but we did have a lot of fun!) but this year on new years eve i dr...

blog readers. send help. i need it.  how has the time flown by? its final time and i don't know how. yesterday i was moving into c5 and in two weeks i'll be moving out.. and in a month i'll be starting my last semester at Snow College.  *cue tears* i have met some of the best people and am so thankful for all of them. i am thankful for b11 and how they are so mean to me.  but secretly i know they all  are in love with me. they are my home away from home away from home.  (if you followed that) i am thankful for hazib and kass they are nuts 120% crazy. and i love every second of it. they have the best fashion. jokes. faces. everything. i love everything about those two.  i am thankful for c9. (including gurney, hunter and zak) they don't talk to me anymore but when they did we had a good time from the drive in and longboarding to dinners and gambling. i am thankful for a lot ...

kay hi. so this morning was crazy.  i wake up at 4:30 am for work right? so as i am going to walk out my door i hear voices so i look out the peep hole  there are 5 guys  so i was like okay great.  they will be gone in a minute and i can leave 20ish minutes go by i text my coworker then 20 more minutes go by and i am on the phone with the cops because they keep getting closer and i heard them say  "let's just break in" and i was so scared cause i didn't know what they  wanted in our apartment. so the cops get there a few minutes after the call and they talk to the guys after 5 minutes i walk out to find out what's going on  they were there to kidnap their friend from home for her birthday  to go out to breakfast or something... so i had to fill out an incident report and i hated life. and i hate those boys.  they gave me a freaking heart attack.  but i am kind of glad...

i'm just gonna let out a little frustration here so i have really only ever been friends with guys girls are too girly and too much drama so i avoid them (except a few you know who you are) but this semester I have made so many friends like seven or so different friend groups because i like having options (that sounds rude but sometimes some friends just do lame stuff okay?) but i made friends with all these guys in particular just being one of the bros going on adventures  having fun living the college life then.. i introduce them to my friends and somehow drama A L W A Y S has to happen.  ALWAYS.... and then they stop coming over  because it's awkward.  can i just say i hate that.  i don't make things awkward with people. i love having so many friends.  but they are diminishing because there has to be something  that comes up and makes the friendship awkward with them  which SUCKS. ...