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W E L C O M E

so lately i have been getting a lot more readers than usual. so  W E L C O M E new readers. i would love to get to know you guys.  but here you can get to know me. below are ten facts about me.  read @ your own risk.  1. i am obsessed with three things rings socks nail polish and actually now its four things  cause watches are the cutest things ever! so four. 2. I am a freshman at snow college majoring in social work and am freaking excited about it.  3. i love love love  alternative/indie/underground  music. i'm super hipster i know (i just won tickets to Westward the Tide AND I CANT GO... << worst day ever) but at least i'm getting a shirt and ticket so  thats rad! 4. i'm a cuddler and a hand holder and a forehead kiss lover and that is never gonna change its cute and i like it.  5. my husband will dance with me crazy dancing nights in the kitchen,...

C H E M I S T R Y

today might just be the greatest day and by today i mean tuesday. well and yesterday kay lets start again.  this week has been the greatest week. 1. because everyone is back from spring break 2. its warm and sunny 3. chemistry was hilarious 4. parker is using my pink blanket 5. drought is over HOLLA kay so let me explain a few things.  everyone is back from spring break. thats self explanatory. i was here all spring break except the weekend days so ya know thats fun to have everyone home and being able to hang out with people its warm and sunny. period. done with that. its perfect. chemistry lab.. hilarious so my partner is hunter  and the kid who brings the music is parker.  so parker was playing like all these love songs and hunter and i were making fun of him  because it was funny. and then marry me comes on and you don't know your beautiful come on and hunter starts singing them to me...

M O S T

I have had some amazing moments in my life. but my favorite memories are these: 1. On the last day up to the kids in India when they started chanting Jordie  and my ankle just about gave out but i made it because i just wanted to hold my sunita girl. that will forever be the most amazing thing that has happened  in my life.  2. graduating high school even though i am not best friends with my high school best friends. or even stay in touch with them it was the greatest day ever. i had ashley and hunter and josh  by my side and that's all i needed then. + how could you not be the happiest person to graduate high school? 3. cheesy? yes. true? yes. but moving into C17 was AMAZING it just felt like home as soon  as I walked in the doors  it felt like home. 4. being accepted into YMAD that was my first accomplishment the first thing i "made"  and it was such a relief  it was the best thi...

T E N

wanna know ten things about me? yes? kay good. 1. i like wearing dresses and skirts and looking pretty BUT i love sitting like a man 2. i am obsessed with rings. i have at least 5 on at a time. one is always turquoise. and i haven't taken off my opal one  since april when i got it. 3. i get to live with my best friend and idol. madeline froerer. shes perfect! i look up to her so much she keeps me sane. and i love her. 4. its spring break i am i in ephraim how fun is that? there are a total of 10 cars here. but maybe 5 of them aren't being used. the only people i know that are here are coworkers. and even they don't hang out with me.. 5. i ran 8 miles yesterday. i haven't ever really been a runner but in ephraim i run like crazy. bored? i run stressed? i run don't feel good? i run its the best feel good thing i can do here. 6. I am obsessed with Grey's Anatomy it is amazing and i am gonna be so sad when i fini...

S T R E S S E D

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I AM STRESSED about India. STRESSED. I am still a few hundred dollars away from my deadline.. and i won't be getting my pay check until after  APRIL 11th my dead line.  i need $700 more.  and i have pushed my limits. i have woken up at 4:30 am to get a few hours of work in before a few hours of school.  only to go back to work to teach swim lessons.  just to go back to school. then the library to study until i go to bed  then i wake up and do it again.  i can't handle more work on my plate right now but that is just what i am getting. this week is spring break.  and what a better way to spend it and reminiscing over what i did last year. go to india. it just seems right to work towards india again this spring break. no one is here.  i have ample time.  so i am working every morning and have taken extra shifts even. plus i am working with my brother on selling these ...

N E E D E D

today was needed it was the most tiring day of my life  but one of the greatest eye opening experiences ever i woke up at the butt crack of dawn went to work went to class  went to work went to class reffed volleyball games went to the library and now i just got back from an hour long run. it was awesome. i run quite often and quite far.  i amaze myself everyday.  this time i ran back and forth across ephraim looking at everything around me.  it is so beautiful. as i was taking it all in i started thinking about my worries  like what is going on with ezra  what is going on with my roommates why i always feel so put out and what i am going to do for spring break.  then i was thinking that ezra is out serving the lord,  he doesn't need me on his mind  and that is okay with me. then i was thinking that my roommates are annoyed with me but then i thought that they are my roommat...

e z r a

wanna know what's new? I go to work, class, nap, work, class, study, sleep. which isn't too bad cause i don't get invited to hang out. its starting to get to me.  it was just like high school. i had friends, but if i didn't invite myself i wasn't there. thats how college is starting to feel. i love my friends.  but i don't always feel welcome. so instead i just chill at home  sleeping or netflix.  i just wish my best friend was home. i have 239 days left until hes home. that moment is going to be the greatest moment of my life.  i can't wait to see him start crying give him the longest hug of my life and never let him out of my sight  (until he has to go home) I can't wait to lay my head on his chest listen to his heart beat and  just be close to him again.  i haven't been able to open up to anyone else  like i have been able to open up to him. besides madeline.  madeline is an a...